Ready
Seems I shall remain employed at TD until at least July 18th. I am looking for a new job though. To be honest, I just can’t work here anymore. This job has taken its toll on me.
I want to work at a new job until January-ish and attempt to find job teaching english overseas -preferably in Korea
– and return to Canada to finish school either September 2010 or 2011. I am not decided if I want to finish this program or take something at Medix [Developmental Service Worker?]. I like the idea of working with people instead of behind a computer.
I am much less stressed and feeling much more positive about my future. I’ve just got to remember that though one plan may not work out, I still have many other choices and cannot give up.
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The King of Pop has died

picture credit: http://www.mjjpictures.com [edited by me]
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Don’t
손바닥으로 하늘을 가리려한다
Don’t try to cover the whole sky with the palm of your hand
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What next
I am at a loss. I’ve not been performing well at my job lately. Actually, I’ve never really performed well at this job. I am not the most perfect employee, but I am definitely far from the worst. I feel I put in about 80% of the effort as the top performers, but I do only as 40% as well as them. Selling this damn credit protection is just not for me. I can’t even fake it. I’ve been putting in probably double the effort lately and there hasn’t been any improvement. I thought I had a great week last week, but turns out it was a lot (a lot) worse than I thought. If this week trends the same way then by Friday I have to give my 2 weeks notice. If I don’t give my notice, then I’ll be fired (my manager so nicely reminds me of this often).
Quitting this job means having to quit school. This is the only job that will provide me with part time hours that pays me well enough to survive and ensure all of my bills are paid. My family is going to be so let down. I am so let down. I dont know when I will have another opportunity in the future to return to school. It will probably take me 5 years to pay off all of the debt I currently have. I wouldn’t even want to attempt school again until that’s paid off.
I am really worried about my future.
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Oh we haz it

I did not want to get out of the bed this morning on account of a really damn good cuddle. We don’t really cuddle while we sleep next to each other, but this morning we did for a good couple of hours. He was going to get up at 9am to head back to Toronto around noon, but decided to come back to bed and leave later in the afternoon. I’ve never been so damn comfortable laying in somebody’s arms.
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Somehow I’m not impressed
Female in her late 20s. Full-time college student, part time bank employee. This blog will probably be heavily influenced by my Kpop love (obsession) as I don’t want to annoy my friends with it on my main blog. I’ll also post about my day-to-day annoyances and joys.
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